Back off!!!!!

Fuck off!! Aku bknnye xna g tao ko bout my past!! But aku xna ko tao satoe pown bout my past! Aku xsuke ungkit kesah2 aku kat owg leyn.. Terutame engkau!! Aku xna ko tao apew yg aku wat nan ex2 aku.. Sial la!! da la weyh! aku mls na pk sal ko agy.. aku mmg xsesuai idop nan ko en.. aku wat ko cm pupet aku kn?? oke, sume salah aku.. salah aku coz bg nbur aku kat ko tyme uh.. cm bangsat jew!! Aku da tipu ko kn?? oke, da xpyh cye en aku da.. aku xley kja ko. aku xle na jge aty ko lngsng!! Ko xpyh cwik aku la bangsat!! aku benci ko la sial... ko da bley brmbus dlm idup aku.. da, aku na dok jauh dwi ko.. aku xptot dtg jupe ko ary toe.. buang mse jew.. huh! da toe suke aty ko jew na ckp aku mcm2.. mak bpk aku sdri pown xpena mki aku cmne ko mki aku tao.. aptah agy ex2 aku. da2 ko g la cwik awek2 yg bley gedik2, mnje2 n pdai jge aty ko.!!! We are DONE!!!!!  

hate that i love you so

[Rihanna:]


As much as I love you

As much as I need you

And I can't stand you

Must everything you do make me wanna smile

Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)



[Ne-Yo:]

But you won't let me

You upset me girl

And then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)

Can't remember what you did



[Rihanna:]

But I hate it...

You know exactly what to do

So that I can't stay mad at you

For too long that's wrong



[Ne-Yo:]

But I hate it...

You know exactly how to touch

So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more

Said I despise that I adore you



[Rihanna:]

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)

I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)

And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)



[Ne-Yo:]

You completely know the power that you have

The only one makes me laugh



[Rihanna:]

Said it's not fair

How you take advantage of the fact

That I... love you beyond the reason why

And it just ain't right



[Ne-Yo:]

And I hate how much I love you girl

I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just can't let you go

But I hate that I love you so



[Both:]

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me

And your kiss won't make me weak

But no one in this world knows me the way you know me

So you'll probably always have a spell on me...



[Ne-Yo:]

Yeaahhh... Oohh...



[Rihanna:]

As much I love you (as much as I need you)

As much as I need you (oooh..)

As much I love you (oh..)

As much as I need you



[Rihanna:]

And I hate that I love you so

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)

And I hate that I love you so



And I hate that I love you so.. so...

My second life

Semalam aku kol dye.. n then dye kte mbr dye ajk lpk this monday. Then aku pown xkesa la en, ttbe dye kte bcoz dew sowg gurl nie dwi lembah na dtg snie. So dye na meet me n another else.. wuteva la en. N then, aku agk xbrpe mnat na meet dye. i thnk xyah tao knp la ek.. pas uh dye tye la knp, aku jwb "ntah la!?" n then n di pendek en cte dye dew cte sal dak uh. Dye ckp budak uh agk CARING lah kn. Oke aku try tuk exape, so aku diam n tahan sket sowg2. Kemudian dye tye, "knp nie?" then aku diam.. few scond pas uh aku ckp "xde pape larh.." pdhl deep inside aku broken heart gile kowt. Tp xpew la, aku pown try na pretend. Tp xbley.. n aku start diam n terus diam. Kdg2 di selang seli nan kate2 menyahut. Toe pown sbb aku xna dye ace sberslh cgt. Hm. yg pling xtahan ble dye ckp cmnie at aku "Hney nie sombong ar..!" sbb nye aku plih tuk xna kua uma n meet bdk uh. Pas uh dye ckp cmnie, "skit2 na mara" apew nye?? Harus larh aku mara... Hm. Semalam aku ace down gile sbb dye. Aku almost2 na tglkn dye. Tp aku di hlg nan someone.. So aku diam n aku nges. Sapai skunk pwsaan mgku klh uh still dew dlm aty aku. Aku ace aty aku nie cm crush gile la. Walau pape pown aku na say thnkz coz ko sngp korban en aty ko untk aku. ;(

Amirul Aiman Bin Sanusi (11.05.2010)

Why im crying 4 smone tht i never n ever give my heart to him?? How silly are me.. n knp aku ace susa cgt na lupe en dye?? Mybe bcoz aku pena suke kat dye once.. actly his a nice guy. but he juz quite of noty. we all gonna miss u.. hope jenazah ko slmt die kebumikn. Mybe allh sygkn ko tht y dye xna ko idup lme kat dunie nie kn?? n this is gonna be a lesson 4 all ur fwen. Al-fatiha 4 u aiman.. i will never forget ur smile went u stand infron of me.. even ur are not mine at all. Tht's will be a history 4 me n them. ;(

 

Al-fatiha 4 u... :(

 

Knp,Knp,Knp??!!

Knp u xtext i?? Knp u xkol i?? Knp u xtye sal i?? Knp u xcwik i?? Knp u xinfrom i pape?? Knp u suke wat i ttye2 bout u?? u g mne?? u katne skunk?? u oke kew x?? u chat x?? u da mkn kew?? u da mndy lowm?? u xwndu kat i kew syunk??!! alarhh.. knp u ego cgt xna cwik i?? ishh! kejam ouh..!! u da xsyg kat i ekh?? kew u da perlu en i?? wuaahhhh......!!! Hampe nye!!! -_-,  

.......

Take a breath, take it deep


Calm yourself, he says to me

If you play, you play for keeps

Take a gun, and count to three

Im sweating now, moving slow

No time to think, my turn to go



[Chorus]

And you can see my heart beating

You can see it through my chest

And Im terrified but Im not leaving

Know that I must must pass this test

So just pull the trigger



Say a prayer to yourself

He says close your eyes

Sometimes it helps

And then I get a scary thought

That hes here means hes never lost



(Chorus)



As my life flashes before my eyes

Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?

So many wont get the chance to say goodbye

But its too late too pick up the value of my life